..Even These Poems didn't help me

One Beautiful Night

Sitting in my bedroom,
Not knowing what to do,
So, I decided to write down all my feelings,
And make it a poem- from me to you.

'Cause when I'm with you,
I never feel any pain,
All I have to do is see your smile,
And then I'm happy again.

I don't see you every day,
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Just knowing you are there
Is good enough for me.

There's been something I've wanted to tell...
When I first saw you- I fell.
Right now I'm still falling for you
And this feeling I'm feeling- feels so true.

Whenever you pass by with your sparkling eyes
I don't say a thing, ‘cause I'm just too shy.
You always smile when I walk by...
I say nothing but I just wanna die.

Been so many things I've wanted to say,
When I first saw you, that very first day...
I thought you were pretty, I thought you were fine.
All I wanted was for you to be mine.

You're the prettiest - over any other girl!
You're richer than diamond, or a pearl.
I just wanna spend time with you,
but my shyness always pulls me away.
Too scared to tell you how I feel, every single day.

Been to sacred to hear a "no" or "I just wanna be a friend,"
Because I really do want our hearts to blend.
These are some things I've wanted to say
Ever since we met... that very first day

You're always on my mind,
No matter what I do,
Wherever I go,
Whatever I see...
It always leads back to you.

I know it sounds cheesy,
But I will always and truly love you